Alam Maya Liyana

my lecturer told us that she'll give our mid sem paper tomorrow...
she said that our result is "OK"...
just "OK"...
I wonder if the "OK" for her is something that actually did not reach her target...
well, I'll know my result tomorrow...
honestly, I don't know what kind of result I'm expecting...
because being too confident will make us dissapointed some time...

I'm running out of time...
just a few days before my programme but there's no news bout the progress of my paper work yet...
it had been on the Deputy Dean's desk for more than a week...
I'm really worried and my committees recently text me and ask about the budget...
what should I do???
the only solution is to go to the office tomorrow and ask about it...
"sigh", it's going to cost me a lot of patience...

what will you think when we talk about chocolate???
something delicious and yummy, right???
these are the things that I like when we talk about chocolate...
1.Milo
2.Ice Blended
3.Cadbury
4.Ice cream
5.Cake
6.Nutella
7.Famous Amos
but,why chocolate???
honestly, I don't have a specific answer...
I just can say, chocolate is something that I like for more than a decade ago...

countdown...
14, 13, 12, 11, 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1...
in 14 days, I'll be celebrating my 20th birthday...
hmm, looks like I've to say good bye to my "teen" age...
well, life has to go on...
now I understand why some people hate their "birth day"...
lol...

I was thinking about my 3 months vacation before I'll be going to UIA Kuantan...
just wondering what will I do in that 3 months...
because even when I only had my 2-3weeks off from PJ, it still makes me crazy thinking what should I do...
watching tv, reading novels, surfing internet, playing computer games...
all these thing I've done even before my break started...
what to do???
somebody help me!!!
having a lot of free time is making me
crazy+bored=hate routine in my life...

I'm kind a bit bored right now...
so, I decided to do a survey at this moment...
usually when I'm bored I play computer games, but nowadays computer games are not fun anymore to play...
why, maybe because I've explorer all the games in my laptop, about 370 games...
that's the latest number of games that still in my laptop after I've deleted about 200 games that I think not so interesting to play at all...
at least I've decrease the number of my laptop's used space, lol...
I've many hobbies because I'm a person who did not like to do a same thing for a long time or in other words, static with one thing for some time...
it makes me feel bored...
that's why since my schools day, I've been collecting phone cards...
when I owned my very first handphone, I started to collect all the top up cards that my parents bought to top up my credits every month...
and now when I'm in PJ, my new hobby is reading novels...
but I'm still looking forward to read English novel one day...
at this moment, I'm still searching for a right English novel to read...
since mama bought me this ASUS, I love to surf internet just for fun...
maybe because I'm kind a person who did not actually have a social life when I'm back at home, so my past time hobbies all are those that I can apply at home...
and also, since I bought my digicam at Langkawi, I like to snap more photos...
honestly, it wasn't bad at all when I spend my life at home...
just as long as I have all the thing that I like to do, such as my laptop, novels, and not to forget my favourite past time hobby since my childhood, tv+astro...
after all, it's nice to be "Liyana the youngest"...

since last week, my roommates are studying for their mid term exam...
and me???
still being the same Liyana...
whether it is exam time or not, the way I'm studying is still the same...
being consistent, that's the best word describing my attitude, I think...
but my paper is getting nearer from day to day...
my paper is on 18th Jan 08, that is next Friday night...
though only 4 chapters is tested during this exam, I don't know whether I can get the same result just like my previous mid term exam for Physics 1...
honestly, I don't have the confident in answering my Physics 2 next week...
why???
lack of confident, or maybe nervous...
even I don't have the answer to this minor problem...
"sigh"...

it just suddenly appear in my mind this evening...
I wonder if any of us felt like this, something missing or in other word felt there's an empty space in our heart...
because I did felt like this...
I noticed it when I was in secondary school...
how am I today???
all that I think about are everything and everyone around me at PJ...
I found that when we involved in something that we like, we'll be happy...
now I've the answer to my empty space, that is do thing that I like...
sometimes I always think about this:"happiness is not the key to success, success is the key to happiness, if you love what you're doing, you'll be happy"...

well, looks like my brother had promote my blog in his blog...
I've been in 5th semester for about 2 months already...
if people ask me what did I achieve this semester, these are my answer:
1.I'm the Chairman of Mahallah Khadijah
2.I've new friends from other MRCs.
3.Involve in 3 Inter-Mahallah Programmes as the treasurer.
4.Organized a talk, and our invited speaker is Dr. Harlina Haliza.
5.appreciate all the time that I have because this semester I felt that my life at the campus is so bored because I have a lot of free time.

In my entire life, I've never involved in organizing big programme...
now I've realized that when we're in an organizing committee, problems occurs before, during and after programmes...
I felt a little bit stress up with all these problem that happened to the main board of Inter-Mahallah Programmes...
Syukur Alhamdulillah, I'm not the one who involved in the problem...
the problem was actually between the Programme Manager (PM), Assistant Programme Manager 1 (APM 1), Secretary (Sec.) and Secretary 1 (Sec.1)...
looks like our Sec. aren't really happy with his post...
even if he did his job as secretary, he still makes mistakes and had to be corrected by APM 1 and Sec. 1...
sometimes he didn't attend our meetings...
his take things for granted attitude makes our APM 1 really angry because she's a serius person when it comes to handling programmes...
and he also back stabbing PM by saying things that are not right at all...
when APM 1 and Sec. 1 told me about this situation, I'm really flabbergasted...
but, I try not to make any judgment and at the same time I'm trying not to be part of the crisis...
I'm trying to be fair and square to both sides because all of them are my friends...

there are some moral values that I can get from this people are:
1.when anger take control of ourself, we can't even think rationally...
2.when we are in an organizing committee, from there we can see the person's real attitude...
from my experience, I prefer not to work with my friends because it will affect my friendship with them, even though some people will say, why must mix up 2 different things, be professional and etc...
3.last but not least, have a good relationship with all the committees because when there's problem, it's difficult to work with them...

We’re now in the year 2008...

New Year new resolution...
I just wonder why we should have new resolution every time it is New Year.
For me, New Year is just a "new year"...
maybe some people did not realize that every day is a new day...
I always told myself that when it comes to a new day, it is a new challenge and new experience to gain from my daily activities...
but I admit that people want to do their best and want to do make their life much better from the previous year...
I was like that a long time ago before I realize one thing...
why must wait until New Year???
Then I got the answer, because it is "new year"...
to all my friends from SMKSB 01-05 and UIA PJ especially Physical Science 06-08, Happy New Year 2008...
We’ll always keep in touch...