Alam Maya Liyana

I don't know what's wrong with me...
I can't do a lot of revision today...
is it because I'm going to sit for 2 papers this Saturday...
or is it because of other thing...
but I don't know what 'other thing' that bothers me right now...
suddenly I feel like I just want to burst out my tears...
because I think I'm not ready yet for the next exam...
oh Allah please take away this feeling...
help me to concentrate on my revision...
this situation is 'killing' me from inside...

all of a sudden I remembered my ex-classmates...
I don't know why...
I haven't met them for quite a long time...
suddenly the school's memory appears in my mind tonight...

these are my classmates...
class of 5SC6...
this picture was taken on 2005...
photography session for the school magazines named DayaKarya...
can you find me???

this afternoon was my final examination for Calculus I...
my comment about the questions...
hmmm...
a combination of easy, intermediate and difficult questions...
but it wasn't that difficult...
as long as you do your revision...

my next exam will be on 1st November...
I'll have to sit for 2 exams that day...
KOS 1110 in the morning and UNGS 2030K in the afternoon...
and on the next day it'll be my Number Theory exam...
well I think enough for now...

short entry about exam slip...
my roommate approaches me this morning...
she asked me whether I can accessed to myIIUM Portal or not...
I tried and the message appeared in my screen is 'Flock can't find the server at my.iiu.edu.my'...
the moral of the story is...
when you have the chance to print out your exam slip...
print it or at least save a softcopy inside your laptop or pendrive...
now she had to go to STAD tomorrow...
thank god our Calculus is in the afternoon...
at least she have some time before our exam...

in my previous entry...
I did promised to continue about my grade story...
Alhamdullillah...
because all the courses I'm taking this semester...
that are:
1. SMS 1102
2. SMS 1103
3. KOS 1110
4. MGT 1050K
5. UNGS 2030K
my CAM is A- ...


but not for my SMS 1101...
I'm really dissapointed with my result...
I don't know what's going on???
among all the student that took for this core...
only 5 people manage to pass the mid term exam...
but I'm not the lucky 5...

what actually happened???
I preferred to keep it a secret...
but 1 thing for sure...
I hate Analytic Geometry...
to the related people out there...
remember...
don't ever teach maths using slide show...
it doesn't work a lot...
believe me...

actually this problem happened for quiet a long time...
what was it all about???
well, it is about my friend and I...
she's actually an international student and she speaks English...
she understands BM but she preferred to speak in English...
because her family speaks in English...
although her country's medium is actually BM...


the problem starts when I speak in English with her...
as for her, she feel really comfortable with that...
but not for some of my classmates...
just imagine...
she was talking talking to me in the class...
usually asking me to explain some part of the lectures that she didn't understand...
and there's some eyes starring at us...
why???
because we talk in English...

yeah...
I admit that during my day in CFS...
I speak in BM with all of my friends...
even with some of the lecturers since they taught us in BM...
and I only speak in English during the presentation...


the points I'm trying to highlight here are...
1.is it wrong for me to speak in English with her???
2.does these people don't like us to communicate in English???
3.do they think that both of us are trying to show off???
4.do they think that Malay cannot speak in English in front of the public???
only they have the answers for all the questions...


as for me...
at 1st I do care about this thing...
then as time goes by...
I just ignored this silly thing...
there's other important things to be given attention...

I'll be away from blogging for a while...
I'll be back on 28th of October...
moreover I've promised to blog about my other subjects...
and there's a lot to share when I'm not around for a few days...

exam is coming soon...
lately my entry is all about exams...
my 1st exam is on Tuesday...
it is SMS 1102:Calculus paper...
based on my CAM...
my grade for Calculus is A-...
but can I maintain my grade???
one thing for sure...
don't take things for granted...
I cannot actually satisfied with my grade right now...
I must work very hard so that I can get a good result in this final exam...
how about my grades for other courses???
I'll share about it in another entry...

although the study week will only start this Thursday...
I've already start to do my revision since last Wednesday...
how to stay up at night???
with the help from this...

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I know it's not good to take caffeine too much...
and I'm not surprised to know that some people cannot even take this kind of drink...
will I be doing the same thing tonight???
I don't know yet...

there'll be a programme today at KOM...
I'm not really sure what it is all about...
but based on what I get from my roommates...
it is about an Ibadah Camp...
specially design for the Halaqah student...
but since I'm one of the Fardhu Ain student...
I will not be part of the participant...
about this camp...
it'll start at 8.30 today and end at 4.00 p.m. ...
what does it have to do with today's entry???
all my roommates are Halaqah student...
therefore they'll be going to this camp...
and I'll be left alone at 4.6 ...

yesterday was my 1st exam...
CCFS 1041K at 9.00 a.m. ...
this was my 1st experience sitting for my final exam at UIA Kuantan...
and this was the 1st time that we have to set the place of examination...
because there's not enough chairs...
or maybe I should say that actually they didn't prepared anything for the exam yesterday...
this is really making me sick...
when I'm in PJ...
everything was set up by the workers of IIUM Properties...
but what happened here???
it looks like nobody cares about final exam...
although it was just the Fardhu Ain test...

nothing much to blog about for the past a few days...
next week is the study week...
because starting this 28th October...
there will be final examination for the student of IIUM Kuantan...


my preparation???
just started to warm up a little bit...
mostly I'm focusing more on my CAM...
but since there's only a class a day starting this Monday...
I can concentrate more on my study...


unfortunately I didn't get enough sleep for the past a few days...
maybe because of my health condition...
for your information...
I'm still having my cough and fever...
but it's getting better...
just that I'm not fully recover yet...

I'm going to sit for my exams starting this weekend...
the exams are as follow...
18.10.2008:CCF 1041K
23.10.2008:TQS 1000K
28.10.2008:SMS 1102
1.11.2008:KOS 1110 and UNGS 2030K
2.10.2008:SMS 1103
5.11.2008:SMS 1101
11.11.2008:MGT 1050K

after I've finished my last paper next month...
will I be like that cherry???
hmm, never thought about it before...

Madagascar: Escape 2 Afrika...
have you watched Madagascar(2005)???
well, I'm not going to give any review about the previous movie...
it's just that recently I read a blogger's entry about Madagascar 2...
I never thought that it has it's sequel...
can't wait to watch it...
I don't know when...
one day, that's for sure...

regardless what I've typed before in the previous entry...
I should be thankful that the university provide the shuttle bus...
although I admit that sometimes the shuttle bus does annoyed me a lot...
but at least I don't need to walk under the sun everyday...

but I still have to walk every Tuesday afternoon and Thursday morning...
because my lecturer ends our class approximately at 5.00 p.m and 9.00 a.m respectively...
and my next class continued at 5.00 p.m and 9.30 a.m respectively but at different Kulliyyah...
the distance from CTS-KOM is about 20 minutes if you're walking...
so this is the moment that I'm actually feeling really exhausted because I need to rush from CTS to KOS...


not all of my friends need to attend the class at 5.00 p.m and 8.00 a.m.(the class that end at 9.00 a.m)...
because these class are under the university requirement course...
we are divided into group for each session...
unfortunately my session start and end after my core course class...
well, there's nothing that I can do about it...
at the beginning of the semester I can't even change group because there is no other vacancy in other group(so that I don't need to rush)...



and actually I must be thankful because my parents still give me my pocket money every month...
support my Celcom prepaid, my expenses Kuantan-KL-Kedah and vice versa...
not to forget whatever things that I asked them to buy...
they bought it without cutting down my pocket money...
I don't think my friend's parents are like my parents...

therefore...
just because I don't have any transport it doesn't mean that I don't have anything that I can be proud of...
I do have something to be proud of...
something that I'm really sure most of my friends don't have...
a parents like mine...

continued from the previous entry...
why???
there are many reasons regarding to this question...

the first reason is...
owning a vehicle is a big responsibility...
I'm sure my parents will not allow me to have one...
for the moment...
at least until I've work...
who knows...

the second reason is...
whose car or motorcycle I can borrowed???
my parents only have a car...
and my father already sold his motorcycles a long time ago...
when he was sick back in the year 2000...

the third reason is...
the UIA policy...
only the third year student and seniors are allowed to bring car into the campus...
unfortunately for the juniors who brought their cars just like my 3 classmates...
they have to register the car under the name of the seniors who have a licence and the seniors don't bring any car into the campus...
it means that a name can be registered for one car only...
but the first year student are allowed to bring their motorcycle...

I've been in UIA Kuantan for about 3 1/2 months already...
but what does it have to do with the title???
well, I'm not really sure whether I'm jealous to the person or to the thing that they owned...
maybe you're wondering...
what on Earth I'm trying to say here!!!
this is how the story begins...


after the mid semester break that ends early September ago...
most of my friends who are my classmates back in PJ...
they brought their vehicle together with them...
3 of my friends brought their cars...
each of them brought Kancil, Kelisa and MyVi...
while there are a few of my other classmates brought their motorcycle to the campus...
even one of my roommates asked her parents to post her motorcycle...

the point that I'm trying to highlight here is...
sometimes I feel jealous because they have a transport in the campus...
they don't need to rely on the shuttle bus...
sometimes I wish I've something that can help me move around easily...
but I don't think that it can be done...
why???
continued in the next entry...

I'm still not feeling very well...
last Monday I'm suffering from a bad sore throat...
after that, I've a fever...
because of the fever...
I didn't attend the replacement class on Wednesday afternoon...
furthermore my friends worried when they saw my condition in the class on Wednesday morning...
and now it's getting even more worse...
I've a flu and I've a presentation tomorrow...
because of my bad health condition...
my group mate will replace me during the presentation tomorrow...
but I still need to go to the class...
I don't have any MC and this weekend will be my last class for MGT 1050K..
at least the university have cancelled the Biro Tatanegara programme this Sunday...
and that's already give me a relief...

I'm tired
sick
and busy
this will be the longest month ever for me...
I've started my class yesterday...
tomorrow I need to submit my Calculus' assignment...
but I still haven't finished it yet...
7 questions to solve...

then tomorrow afternoon I'll have replacement class for Analytic Geometry...
on the day after tomorrow...
I'll have my Maple quiz in the morning...
before I forgot...
I'll have a replacement class for Tilawah this Friday...
lastly I'll be doing my presentation on Saturday...

talk about presentation...
I'm quite worried since I'm having a sore throat since yesterday...
hopefully I'll be better before this Saturday...
because I need to present about the case study on Starbuck...

I'm praying for the best this week...
and I also hope I can make it until next week...
something big is waiting me next week...
the story...
in other entry...

today is my brother's birthday...
Happy Birthday abang...
happy ##th anniversary...

tomorrow is a special day...
to whom???
just wait and see...

in 2 more days...
something special is going to happen...
what is it???
just wait and see...

I'm going to be busy this whole week until next Saturday...
because I'll have 2 quizzes and a presentation...
and I've my weekend class this month this coming weekend...
will it be my busiest week???
I don't know...

it's already the 5th day of Hari Raya...
and now I'm back at the campus...
because tomorrow my class will start again...

to all readers of this blog...
please accept my apologies...
because I was unable to update this blog...
starting from the end of Ramadan until yesterday...

I would like to wish to all my friends...
and all Muslims...
Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri Maaf Zahir & Batin...

p/s:since I'm back to UIA, this blog will be update everyday...