Alam Maya Liyana

our memory...

about 6 months ago, 1 of my ex-schoolmate passed away due to road accident...
this morning, 1 of my coursemate passed away because of the same reason...
when I heard that she was accident, I was really shocked...
Allah loves her more, less than 1 hour after that a senior told me that she's gone forever...
I still can't believe it because yesterday we were together...
all of us, in the class studying Econs and Math Method...
to uncle Ab. Razak and family:
my sincere condolence to you and your family on the loss of your daughter-our friend...
may Allah bless Nur Maslina's soul...

Liyana during her short sem...
ni semua Gombak punya pasal!!!
tengok, dah nampak gemuk sikit...

Liyana today???
to be continued...

at Kedah, I called it 'ais kacang, not ABC'...

after RKUD, I went out leaving my friends and roommate...
later, H told me...
"tadi T tanya, kita balik dengan motor H atau motor Liyana?"
"H, bila masa pulak kami bawa motor?"
"tu la pasal, T pelik sebab Liyana yang keluar dulu, bukan H."
so, it's all just a misunderstood...
as if I can bring my own motorcycle to Kuantan...
ok, enough about that...

next at cafe...
"mak cik, ABC kosong 1."
"Liyana, kalau dah ABC tu kosong, AB je la sebab mak cik tu tak campur apa2 kan?"
"erm, betul gak tu ."

today was 1 perfect day for a girl named Liyana...
since I said I've a bad start for sem 1...
thank you for making my life colourful, again...

sometimes I feel like life is unfair...
it's unfair when other people controlled your life...
they are the one who decided what you should do etc...
it's like either you take it or you leave with empty hand...
or it's like if you don't do this, I'll never help you again...

sometimes I'm confused with what I want or what I can do...
now I think that Maths is not my field...
to tell the truth, this sem will be my 3rd time repeating AG...
I don't know where's my mistake...
I wish I've the answer to my question...

sometimes, I wonder if I against the odds 3 years ago...
I wouldn't be here and I don't have whatever I've today...
if that happened, will my life getting better than right now???
I know He planned everything and everything happened within His will...

I've planned a few things already about my future...
it depends on my CGPA, the future's current situation and also my financial status...
and at the same time, I pray that my parents will allowed me to follow my dream...
it's easy to plan and to say but it's difficult to do it...
hopefully 3 years from now I can fulfill my wishlist...

-since I've more new friends, I'm not alone anymore...
-until today I'm still angry but I don't know why...
-day to day I'm getting less anxious about something...
-at 1st, I feel awkward but not anymore...
- I feel bad because I still cannot understand Mathematical Method...
-it's weekend and I'm bored...
-I'm currently confused about something but I try to clear it out...
-I planned to do something crazy but not now...
- some people disappointed me a lot...
-and I doubt to trust them again...
-deep in my heart I feel empty...
-nobody knows whether I'm hurt or not...
- sometimes I just ignored that person...
- I dislike impatient people...
-starting this sem I feel insecure...
-I'll be very tired every Monday...

I just want to wish good luck to my friends...
miss D and miss N-now studying at UIA Gombak...
mr. A-will be away from Malaysia this September...
to my friends, good luck with your new course...

I've made my decision...
I'm taking RKUD 4310K this sem...
I hope this is the best decision...
at the same time, I'm very happy...

I've been tagged by Kak Norly...

Rules: use Google image to search the answers to the questions below. You must choose a picture from the first page of the results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 7 people...

(1) The age of my next birthday...

(2) Place (s) i'd like to travel to...

(3) Favourite food...
(4) Favourite place...
(5) Nickname(s) I've had...

(6) Favourite colour...
(7) College major
(8) Name of my love...
(9) Hobby...

(10) Bad habit(s)...
(11) My wishlist...
(12) And I'm tagging...
nobody...

life is colourful just like the rainbow...

I wanted to blog about this matter a long time ago...
now, I've the chance to share my thought...
there are 3 types of cheating that always happened...

type 1: attendance...
it happened last sem during 1 of my core course class...
all of a sudden, my lecturer wanted to check the attendance...
he later called our names, 1 by 1...
reasons for his action:
1.the signature for some students in the attendance list are not the same with the previous 1...
2. there's a lot of signatures in the attendance list but the number of student is less than that...

type 2 and 3: cheating during quiz and exam...
during quiz, students tend to sit at the back and near to their friend...
and the same thing happened during mid term exams...
unbelievable but believe it...
there's still some student that are brave enough to copy others answer during exam...
although they already know the consequences...

usually the probability for the students to copy during exams are higher when:
1.their seats are at the back...
2.the invigilators are not around...
3.they sit near to their friend...
although our seats were fixed during final exams, but there's a chance these people seat near to each other...
it's just a matter of luck-depends on the venue and seating arrangement...

please bear in mind, I'm not pointing my fingers to anybody...
it's just what I had seen previously...

Then bring ye your Book (of authority) if ye be truthful!
[37:157]

just sit back and relax...

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

new entry tomorrow, hopefully...

sometimes it's not about making decision...
but it's about grabbing the opportunity that lies in front of us...

The Road Not Taken is my favourite poem since high school...
well, making decision is hard because there's risk in each option...
9 years ago, I need to make a decision whether I want to apply for MRSM or not...
3 years later, I got the same opportunity but I let it go...
3 years ago, I've to choose between Matrikulasi Pongsu Seribu or CFS IIUM...
1 year later, when I want to change course...
I was thinking which 1 will suit me well...

I'm just wondering...
is making decision by ourself is the right thing to do???
is sacrificing our dream for someone else will make us happy in the end???
if we have to choose, are we willing to face the consequences???

I know we can't be too selfish because our decision will reflect others...
especially our family and friends...
but if we don't follow our dreams, we're the 1 who will suffers...
and that really hurts, deep from the inside...

life is not a fairy tales, so don't hope everything will be perfect...
life is reality-you get what you work for...
that why people always said...
yesterday was history...
today is a gift that's why it is called present...
and tomorrow is mystery...