Alam Maya Liyana

today is kind a bit hectic for me...
1 paper in the morning and 1 more paper in the afternoon...
hopefully after my Number Theory tomorrow...
I can get some rest...
because I didn't get enough rest since last Wednesday...
but I can't rest for a long time...
this Wednesday is my Analytic Geometry exam...
more update coming up after I've done my Number Theory...
or maybe if I've anything to blog about...
I'll just type it...
because I always change my mind...

I don't know what's wrong with me...
I can't do a lot of revision today...
is it because I'm going to sit for 2 papers this Saturday...
or is it because of other thing...
but I don't know what 'other thing' that bothers me right now...
suddenly I feel like I just want to burst out my tears...
because I think I'm not ready yet for the next exam...
oh Allah please take away this feeling...
help me to concentrate on my revision...
this situation is 'killing' me from inside...

all of a sudden I remembered my ex-classmates...
I don't know why...
I haven't met them for quite a long time...
suddenly the school's memory appears in my mind tonight...

these are my classmates...
class of 5SC6...
this picture was taken on 2005...
photography session for the school magazines named DayaKarya...
can you find me???

this afternoon was my final examination for Calculus I...
my comment about the questions...
hmmm...
a combination of easy, intermediate and difficult questions...
but it wasn't that difficult...
as long as you do your revision...

my next exam will be on 1st November...
I'll have to sit for 2 exams that day...
KOS 1110 in the morning and UNGS 2030K in the afternoon...
and on the next day it'll be my Number Theory exam...
well I think enough for now...

short entry about exam slip...
my roommate approaches me this morning...
she asked me whether I can accessed to myIIUM Portal or not...
I tried and the message appeared in my screen is 'Flock can't find the server at my.iiu.edu.my'...
the moral of the story is...
when you have the chance to print out your exam slip...
print it or at least save a softcopy inside your laptop or pendrive...
now she had to go to STAD tomorrow...
thank god our Calculus is in the afternoon...
at least she have some time before our exam...

in my previous entry...
I did promised to continue about my grade story...
Alhamdullillah...
because all the courses I'm taking this semester...
that are:
1. SMS 1102
2. SMS 1103
3. KOS 1110
4. MGT 1050K
5. UNGS 2030K
my CAM is A- ...


but not for my SMS 1101...
I'm really dissapointed with my result...
I don't know what's going on???
among all the student that took for this core...
only 5 people manage to pass the mid term exam...
but I'm not the lucky 5...

what actually happened???
I preferred to keep it a secret...
but 1 thing for sure...
I hate Analytic Geometry...
to the related people out there...
remember...
don't ever teach maths using slide show...
it doesn't work a lot...
believe me...

actually this problem happened for quiet a long time...
what was it all about???
well, it is about my friend and I...
she's actually an international student and she speaks English...
she understands BM but she preferred to speak in English...
because her family speaks in English...
although her country's medium is actually BM...


the problem starts when I speak in English with her...
as for her, she feel really comfortable with that...
but not for some of my classmates...
just imagine...
she was talking talking to me in the class...
usually asking me to explain some part of the lectures that she didn't understand...
and there's some eyes starring at us...
why???
because we talk in English...

yeah...
I admit that during my day in CFS...
I speak in BM with all of my friends...
even with some of the lecturers since they taught us in BM...
and I only speak in English during the presentation...


the points I'm trying to highlight here are...
1.is it wrong for me to speak in English with her???
2.does these people don't like us to communicate in English???
3.do they think that both of us are trying to show off???
4.do they think that Malay cannot speak in English in front of the public???
only they have the answers for all the questions...


as for me...
at 1st I do care about this thing...
then as time goes by...
I just ignored this silly thing...
there's other important things to be given attention...

I'll be away from blogging for a while...
I'll be back on 28th of October...
moreover I've promised to blog about my other subjects...
and there's a lot to share when I'm not around for a few days...