07 February 2010


sometimes, we judges something based on it's physical appearance...
my 1st thought when I received this orange is:
'mesti manis buah ni.'
but I'm disappointed when it is not the way I want it to be...

last Friday was my MKTG 3010K's mid sem...
I thought that I've ruined my 20% marks for mid term...
to be honest, I find that it is kind a bit difficult to perform well in this paper...

not to forget the assignments because:
I've to do marketing plan and later we received new task: 'Zero Dating poster'...
since I'm not into the area of creative thinking, I found that these works are challenging and 'killing' me...
talk about something that you're not good in...

but Alhamdulillah...
I got good marks in my mid term...
now let's focused on the assignments...
my teammates, I need your ideas...

19 July 2009

I Wish I Know...


sometimes I feel like life is unfair...
it's unfair when other people controlled your life...
they are the one who decided what you should do etc...
it's like either you take it or you leave with empty hand...
or it's like if you don't do this, I'll never help you again...

sometimes I'm confused with what I want or what I can do...
now I think that Maths is not my field...
to tell the truth, this sem will be my 3rd time repeating AG...
I don't know where's my mistake...
I wish I've the answer to my question...

sometimes, I wonder if I against the odds 3 years ago...
I wouldn't be here and I don't have whatever I've today...
if that happened, will my life getting better than right now???
I know He planned everything and everything happened within His will...

I've planned a few things already about my future...
it depends on my CGPA, the future's current situation and also my financial status...
and at the same time, I pray that my parents will allowed me to follow my dream...
it's easy to plan and to say but it's difficult to do it...
hopefully 3 years from now I can fulfill my wishlist...

05 July 2009

life is colourful just like the rainbow...

I wanted to blog about this matter a long time ago...
now, I've the chance to share my thought...
there are 3 types of cheating that always happened...

type 1: attendance...
it happened last sem during 1 of my core course class...
all of a sudden, my lecturer wanted to check the attendance...
he later called our names, 1 by 1...
reasons for his action:
1.the signature for some students in the attendance list are not the same with the previous 1...
2. there's a lot of signatures in the attendance list but the number of student is less than that...

type 2 and 3: cheating during quiz and exam...
during quiz, students tend to sit at the back and near to their friend...
and the same thing happened during mid term exams...
unbelievable but believe it...
there's still some student that are brave enough to copy others answer during exam...
although they already know the consequences...

usually the probability for the students to copy during exams are higher when:
1.their seats are at the back...
2.the invigilators are not around...
3.they sit near to their friend...
although our seats were fixed during final exams, but there's a chance these people seat near to each other...
it's just a matter of luck-depends on the venue and seating arrangement...

please bear in mind, I'm not pointing my fingers to anybody...
it's just what I had seen previously...

Then bring ye your Book (of authority) if ye be truthful!
[37:157]

02 July 2009

Choose-It's Difficult...

sometimes it's not about making decision...
but it's about grabbing the opportunity that lies in front of us...

The Road Not Taken is my favourite poem since high school...
well, making decision is hard because there's risk in each option...
9 years ago, I need to make a decision whether I want to apply for MRSM or not...
3 years later, I got the same opportunity but I let it go...
3 years ago, I've to choose between Matrikulasi Pongsu Seribu or CFS IIUM...
1 year later, when I want to change course...
I was thinking which 1 will suit me well...

I'm just wondering...
is making decision by ourself is the right thing to do???
is sacrificing our dream for someone else will make us happy in the end???
if we have to choose, are we willing to face the consequences???

I know we can't be too selfish because our decision will reflect others...
especially our family and friends...
but if we don't follow our dreams, we're the 1 who will suffers...
and that really hurts, deep from the inside...

life is not a fairy tales, so don't hope everything will be perfect...
life is reality-you get what you work for...
that why people always said...
yesterday was history...
today is a gift that's why it is called present...
and tomorrow is mystery...

12 April 2009

I Wish...

at UIA Gombak attending the induction course for the GPDP's faci...

I wish I've a car...
so that I don't have to go to the Terminal Makmur...
buying a ticket bus to KL or maybe to Kulim...
at least I don't have to worry about the bus ticket...

I wish I've a car...
so that when it's raining, I can go to KOS easily...
at least, I don't have to worry about the shuttle bus being late...
or when I missed the shuttle bus during rainy days...

I wish I've a car...
so that when mama and abah came to Kuantan...
I can take them to Tanjung Lumpur and eat ikan bakar...
and they don't have to waste any money on the taxi...

I wish I've a car...
so that when I'm getting sick of the food at the cafe...
I can just go out with my friends to Zuzana or maybe to Sekilau...
and I can go to the pasar malam every Friday with my friends...

I wish my last paper ended on weekdays...
so that I don't have to think about the room's key...
now, because of the key I've to go back to KL on Monday...

I wish my campus is at Gombak...
so that it'll be easier for me to go home...
at least it's near to my brother's house...

but as a human being I can just wish...
although I didn't get all these wishes...
I've something else that I can be proud of...
a great family, good friends and a healthy body so that I can move around and do many things easily...
a little reminder to myself:be grateful with what I've today...

08 February 2009

during MRC LTC at Johor...

last semester, many of my friends asked me why I didn't apply for MRC...
and my answer to them is very simple...
but it's not to be mentioned here...

later, 1 of my roommate asked me whether I want to join Faci Team or not...
I wanted to join it, but I can't...
again the reason is not for public view...

this semester, my roommate asked me whether I'm interested to join ARC or not...
sounds interesting, but unfortunately I still can't do it...
something bothered me, and I don't know whether I supposed to ignore it or not...
that's why I didn't grab all the chances that I have in front of my eyes...

there's something missing inside me when I didn't join any society or club...
maybe I should concentrate on my studies only...
*sigh* what should I do???
go on with the study only or be active again next semester???
related entry: You Know What You Want...

02 February 2009

kind a bit weird, but this is the way I'm writing...

are you left handed or right handed???
all my family members are right handed including my sister-in-laws...
as for me, although I'm right handed but I'm left oriented...

there's things that I did by using my left hand...
I feel really comfortable instead of using my right hand...
even for some house chores I preferred to use my left hand...

1 more thing is wearing watch...
people always correlate that if you're wearing your watch on right hand you're left handed and vice versa...
so does that mean that I'm left handed because I wear my watch on my right hand???
this assumption is true for some cases but not in mine...

a few years ago when I was in primary school, I read an article about why there's left and right handed people...
according to that article, our body is not symmetry(maybe the difference is just in a small scale)...
that's why some people are more comfortable using their left hand and the others using right hand...
in addition, it depends on the parents whether to change their children to be left or right handed...

26 January 2009

Trust...

LEADTEAM CFS IIUM...
3rd semester 06/07 in memory...

it tooks years to build someone's trust...
but it takes only a second to destroy it...
in my life, the most important thing is the trust from:
1.my parents...
2.my brothers...
3.my friends...
4.my lecturers/teachers...
what if 1 day, something happened...
and that person didn't believe in you anymore???
hard to accept it, right...

now I understand why sometimes my parents didn't allow me to do something without someone else accompanying me...
it's just that maybe I didn't proved to them that I can do it by myself...

currently there's 1 thing that I want to achieve in my life...
related entry-Post Grad:Which to Choose...
(ignored the soul mate part, never been in my list)
I did talk to mama about it recently...
and how does she responded to this???
I preferred to keep it to myself for a while...

yes, it's all about trust...
the most valuable thing in our life is to gain trust from our parents...
if our own parents didn't believe us, then who's going to do so???
and not to forget, we also need our parents blessed...

18 January 2009

Name...


I got this idea after I read this entry from kak tie's blog...
everyone has their own name...
mostly the trend nowadays is to put their children name starting with 'Nur' or 'Nurul' for the girls...
while for the boys, usually their name start with 'Muhammad' (can be spelled in different way) or 'Ahmad'...
but there's some parents that preferred to make their children's name as simple as possible...
well, it's ok as long as the name have a meaning...

as for my family, my brothers' name have 'Mohd'...
and my name, there's 'Nur'...
when it comes to my nieces and nephews...
their names doesn't have 'Mohd' or 'Nur'...
but their names still have a good meaning...

and my name, Liyana means soft(kehalusan)...
I don't think that the translation in English is the best one...
but that's the best I can do...
how about your name???
care to share???

04 November 2008

Can I Make It???

limacon...

tomorrow is going to be my 2nd last paper...
that is SMS1101:Analytic Geometry...
what worries me right now is...
I'm not sure whether I can pass this paper or not...
because based on my mid sem result...

it looks hopeless...

moreover this is the worst paper in this semester for us the 081 batch of CTS...


"Tawakkal 'alallah" that's what my senior said in his blog...
even before this mama did said the same thing too...
but deep in my heart I don't want to disappoint my parents when the result is out...
although my parents will said something that makes me feel better...
I'm sure deep in their heart they are sad with my achievement...


well, as long as there is time for me before the exam tomorrow...
I'll try my best to understand all the concept...

but this is not going to be easy...

13 June 2008


all of a sudden, I remembered a bulletin that one of my friends posted...
it's about a commercial break on tv...
I preferred not to tell which commercial break...
but it is a commercial break from a famous and well known company...
even, I'm one of the costumer of this company...
let say, I tried not to be bias...

but, one thing I want to ask here...
do you really take each and every commercial break seriously???
I mean in terms of whether the commercial breaks are logic or not...
from my point of view...
some of us do take it into a serious matter...
maybe we should consider one important thing...
whether the commercial breaks are suitable for all viewers or not...
because the viewers consist from the kids to the adults...

I hope that my friend will think again before she said...
you can't hope everything will be perfect...
and if you want a logic and a commercial break that has ******* values...
then, make your own commercial break...
don't just critics but you don't give them some suggestions...
many people can critic but how many can give suggestion to improve something???



Friday The 13th...


superstitious...
for some people they don't really like today...
from what I understand and know, today can be considered as a bad day...
actually, I don't really know fully about today...
but whatever it is all about...
I respect their believes...
but in this modern day...
is there anyone who is still believe in Friday the 13th???
I don't have the answer...


11 May 2008


I realized that people like to express and share their story...
I just want to take 1 example...
this is for those who are using blog...
it's more like my opinion...
so, don't take it too seriously if you don't like it...
whatever entry you want to put in your blog, try to make it simple...
sometimes, too long is too boring...

I also realized that after being involved in the blogging world for almost half year, I don't like to read a long story per entry...
I admitted that I did the same thing at first, if you review my archives...
but now, I try to make it simple, with paragraph, pictures and more straight to the point...
believe me...
people tend to read something colourful, organized, simple and not to forget, short...

08 May 2008

Target...

we all have our own target...
it's kind a bit like resolution I guess...
maybe the different is resolution is made during new year, and may took the whole year to achieve it or to see the result...
target is something that we can achieve in short terms...
that's my point of view...
other people would have their own way to interpret these 2 words...

without a further delay, let see at my target and resolution this years...
1. have a mp4 player
2. recreated a blog
3. further my study at Kuantan, almost there...
4. try to write something...
my brother suggested that I write something, it can be a novel, short novel(nopen) or even short story(cerpen)...
can I do it, even if it's not this year, can I write???
I don't know until I tried, maybe one day...

just like this blog, I've created it on 06, but then I did some 'renovation' on this blog on December 07...
wow, that tooks me almost 1 1/2 years before I really blogging...
maybe the same thing will happened to the writing thing...




5. read a lot, and at the same time do some novel collection since I've nothing else to do right now...
my target, I can have a complete novel collection from a few novelis' and book publisher in 4 years from now...
why 4 years???
having a book collection needs a lot of money and a lots of time to read...
I don't want to buy the novel but I want to read it as well...
furthemore, being a student means that lack of time and maybe money too...
unless you're from a wealthy family and you have a very good time management...

25 April 2008

Remember...


this morning, actually not too morning...
one of my coursemate, T sms me...
she was asking about the payment that we've to make...
just as a reminder ...
please remember the important things in your life...
and don't take thing for granted...
because once you neglected it,you'll have to face the consequences...
just like my friend...
she was worrying because the due date to pay the fee already end...
but for me, better late than never...
poor T, she really didn't remembered about this thing...
but I told her there's nothing to be worried about...
of course for every mistake that people did, there's a punishment...
but the punishment will not burden her too much...
it was informed from A&R web that...
they'll issued the offer later late for those who paid after the due date...
I hope this will be a good lesson for my friend...


14 April 2008



talk about Damai Kasihku...
I'm not trying to be like one of the most popular person who always give views on the novel...
I just want to share my story...
this is the 1st novel that I bought written by a new novelis...
before this, I usually bought a novel written by a well known novelis...
I feel like there's something different and attracts me about this novel more than other novels at Alaf 21 booth...
I bought this novel although at that moment I feel like is this a right choice???
but then, I wasn't dissapointed after finished reading Damai Kasihku...
something that I like about Damai Kasihku, this novel makes me travel to a few places from England to Malaysia, more specific to Penang and Sarawak...
something that I don't find in other novel yet...

and I never imagine that one day the author of Damai Kasihku is one of my friends...
although I never met Kak Iris yet, hopefully maybe one day, if I have that opportunity...
leaving a short message at her blog is a way for me to keep in touch with her...
a method that is now not impossible for anybody to keep in touch with anybody, anywhere, anytime...

talk about novel, hopefully before my 3 1/2 months vacation end, I can finished reading all the novel that I bought...


talk about reading, I started to seriously read newspaper when I was in standard 2, that was 12 years ago...
I started by reading the comic and then by time to time I began to read other section as well...
quite suprise that eventhough I don't like to read English materials, my English is ok...
ok in terms that I can get really good marks at high school...
but I know that I still need to improve my grammar...
among all newspaper, I like to read Kosmo...
simple, cheap, compac and easy to read anywhere...
furthermore the price at IPT is RM0.30 cheaper than buying it outside campus...

but my passion right now is reading novel...
I started with books from Alaf 21, then my brother introduced me to Jemari Seni and Kaki Novel...
but there's other publisher that I've never read yet their published books such as Fajar Pakeer and KarnaDya...
maybe one day, InsyaAllah...
there's one book publisher I'll maybe never buy anymore their published novel again...
I'm kind a bit dissapointed because the way the author represent the story is too boring...
the language, the dialogue between the characters and a few more things...
I'm not accusing for no reason, even my best friend bought a novel from the same publisher but different title from mine...
she even complaint the same thing...

I read anything that I want to read regardless publisher and author...
from my point of view, there's nothing wrong buying new novelis' handwriting...
I remembered that during Raudhah Festival 07/08, an annual event at CFS, there's Alaf 21 booth...
for sure I'll never missed a chance to have a look and maybe buy a novel, if there's one that looks interesting, lol...
guess what...
I bought 2 novels at that time, Soalnya Siapa(novel Prima) and Damai Kasihku...

05 January 2008

Something Missing...


it just suddenly appear in my mind this evening...
I wonder if any of us felt like this, something missing or in other word felt there's an empty space in our heart...
because I did felt like this...
I noticed it when I was in secondary school...
how am I today???
all that I think about are everything and everyone around me at PJ...
I found that when we involved in something that we like, we'll be happy...
now I've the answer to my empty space, that is do thing that I like...
sometimes I always think about this:"happiness is not the key to success, success is the key to happiness, if you love what you're doing, you'll be happy"...

01 January 2008

New Year New Resolution


We’re now in the year 2008...

New Year new resolution...
I just wonder why we should have new resolution every time it is New Year.
For me, New Year is just a "new year"...
maybe some people did not realize that every day is a new day...
I always told myself that when it comes to a new day, it is a new challenge and new experience to gain from my daily activities...
but I admit that people want to do their best and want to do make their life much better from the previous year...
I was like that a long time ago before I realize one thing...
why must wait until New Year???
Then I got the answer, because it is "new year"...
to all my friends from SMKSB 01-05 and UIA PJ especially Physical Science 06-08, Happy New Year 2008...
We’ll always keep in touch...

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