Alam Maya Liyana

PD in memory...

today's entry is about who I am before I became 1 of the UIA students...
and I would like to remind all readers that:
You won’t like me if I tell you who I was years ago"
I come across this idea when I viewed some of my friends' profile in Facebook...

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'97-'00...
I was the class treasurer for 4 consecutive years...
but unfortunately, mama didn't like it...
maybe she's worried if I lost the money...
but what can I do, people trust me...
irony: today, she had no problem when I told her that I'm going to choose Financial Maths and Statistics as my majors...
she even said to me, it's up to me if this is what I want to go for...
mama, thanks for the blessing...

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a few days after SPM, a conversation between a brother and his little sister...
"abang tengok Liyana boleh buat Maths, sambung belajar dalam Maths la."
before: sorry abang, to tell you the truth...
just because I can perform well in Maths, it doesn't mean that I like it...
but I always get things that I don't like...
please remember that Physical Science-UIA was my 5th choice in the UPU form...
today: abang, thanks for telling me that I'm good in Maths...
sorry because I took a long time to realize that I'm good in Maths...
thanks for always be there and helped me when I need you...

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26 July 2008, MS Garden Hotel...
a conversation between a daughter and her parents...
"minor nanti ambik apa?"
"Business."
"awat tak mau amik Education?"
"tak minat la."
it tooks him a while but then abah can accept that this is what I want in my life...
sorry abah, but your daughter don't like to pursue her study in minor Education...
it's not my cup of tea although it was your dream a long time ago...
abah, maybe 1 day I'll be a lecturer but at the moment, teaching is not what I like to do...

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Kuantan: 2nd semester 08/09...
1 day I wake up and realized that this is my fate...
even though we already planned our future, but Allah knows what is the best for us...
to be honest, I don't really have that hatred feeling anymore...
I started to appreciate what I have right now...
and most of my ex-classmates were amazed when they know that I'm studying Maths...
although at 1st I didn't realized the opportunity that I've for the past 3 years...
now I really appreciate it because I can already see the beauty of Maths...

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last week, on the way to KOS from CTS...
my friend said to me...
"I don't think I'm going to do Maths for my Master."
"as for me, I'm not sure yet. probably it'll be Maths or it'll be something else."
* I was thinking of pursuing something else for my Master actually...
who knows because time changes people...

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a few days ago, I said to him...
"aku boleh belajar dan score Maths, tapi tu tak bermakna aku suka Maths. aku ni minat benda yang aku tak boleh buat."
but he didn't know 1 thing...
I really wish that I can make everyone happy...
it's just that sometimes, we can't fulfilled other's dream...
am I going to be like some other people outside there???
although I can accept the fact that I'm the future Mathematician but still Maths is at the top...
it falls in 2nd place...
will I followed my dream after I got my degree???
I've no answer to that question right now...